『ぜんぶ壊して地獄で愛して』17話の感想について語っていくことに。

『ぜんぶ壊して地獄で愛して』17話の感想

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来未、完全に直井に恋しちゃってんじゃん！！

直井のことを想像し、自らの想いを鎮めようとしていた来未がとてもとても可愛かった…それと同時にどうしようもない状況に置かれている来未を見て、胸が苦しくなった。どうして、来未ばかり苦しい想いをしなきゃならないんだよ！！くわばら先生、もうこれ以上困らせるのはやめてください！！(ありがとうございます…もっとやってください…)

工藤に嫉妬し、直井に対して恋焦がれる来未は最上級に可愛い。

直井の身と心が工藤に奪われるとか耐えられない…直井には、来未という素敵な女の子がいるのに…

工藤なんて、直井のATMでしかないわ！！！

来未が想像したビジョンは見ていて、苦しくなる…直井と工藤が結ばれる世界線なんてやいやや！！いやや！！いやや！！！いやや！！！

直井に寂しいと訴えかける来未がとても魅力的でとても印象的だった。『ぜんこわ』17話におけるベストショットだと思う。

あえて来未の表情を見せないことで読み手の想像力を膨らませるところが良い…全部見せすぎても感情が沸き上がらないことがある。一体どんな表情をしているんだろうと想像する余地があることで読む楽しさが保たれると思うんだ。

直井に恋をしているからこそ、来未は直井と工藤に対し、苛立ちを覚える。直井と工藤の関係が分からないからこそ、来未の不安や苛立ちが倍増していく。来未が怒るのも無理はない。工藤の相手してる場合ちゃうやろ直井！

直井がいなくなると、来未は孤独になる。孤独による不安も来未が直井に会いたいという気持ちを助長させる。『ぜんこわ』17話は来未にとって直井は大きな存在であることがよく分かる話に仕上がっていた。自らの想いを鎮めようとする来未は最上級に可愛い恋する乙女。直井のことを考えたり、直井と想いをぶつけ合う時の来未は本当に魅力的だ。来未は青春してるよ。

来未は直井に最低の監獄から救い出してほしいんだろうなと感じなくもない。

『ぜんこわ』17話において、心がとにかくヤバかった。心が何言ってるか全然分かんない。まるでヒエラティックテキストを読まされているような気分だった。読めば読むほど、心が怖いという考えにたどり着く。明音も共犯でしょ。なんで、明音は来未と心を引き離さなかったんだと言いたくなる。

扉絵に描かれていた心は可愛かったけど、それと同時に狂ってるという感想も頭に浮かんだ。

扉絵に描かれていた心は完全に狂ってたでしょ！！！

来未のことを独占したいという想いが心から滲み出ていた。『ぜんこわ』17話を読み終えると、くらくらしてしまう…その原因の1つは心が来未に対して狂った感情を向けていることにある。サブタイトルの「くらくらする」は直井が工藤と一緒にいることに加え、心の狂った感情に来未が戸惑いを覚えている様子を表しているのだろう。

来未を束縛しても、心は悪気のない表情を浮かべてる。この時点で怖いわ！

来未の人形は首・体幹・両手・両足が束縛されている。それだけでなく、頑丈なケースに来未の人形が入れられているのに加え、南京錠で蓋がロックされている。心が来未を独占したくて仕方ないというのがよく分かった。

来未の人形が泣いているように見えたんだけど…望まない主人である心に束縛されることは来未にとっては生き地獄も同然。心がいる限り、来未の未来は固く閉ざされると…

心が来未の人形を大事に保管している様子から心は来未のことを大切に想っていることを感じ取ることができる。その想いが強すぎるがゆえに心は来未を苦しめていく。

来未の人形が保管されているケースは来未の自宅ないし心の懐を表すメタファーといったところか。心が手に持っている鍵が来未の家の鍵に見えてきた。イタリアのカテナチオのような固さを兼ね備えていそうなケースだけど、何らかの弾みで綻びが生じそう。直井だったら、ケースのガラスや鍵を壊すんでしょうね。

心の周りに置かれているぬいぐるみを見ていると、心にとって来未は人形ないしぬいぐるみみたいな扱いなのかなと感じなくもない。作中における心を見ていると、心は来未とウサギを重ね合わせているような一面が。来未が傷つかないように頑丈なケースで保管すると。来未の意志は関係なしで。

来未のために夕食を作る心がホラーとしか言いようがないわ…来未は心に怯えてるじゃん…

電話線が抜かれてる状況が描かれていることで来未と心が2人きりの状況に対する怖さがさらに際立っていたと思う。電話線が抜かれているということ。それ即ち、来未は直井に電話できない。来未は直井に助けを求められない。直井からの愛のメモリーが来未の下に届かないなんて悲しすぎる…電話線を介して、直井から来未に愛情が贈られるというのに。

電話は命綱と表現される場合がある。命綱を断たれた来未の絶望感は半端じゃなかっただろう。

トイレの時間までチェックする心がサイコ過ぎる…何？心は来未が直井に助けを求めているかもしれないと勘ぐっていたの？心はトイレのドア越しに聞き耳を立てていたのかなという疑問が頭の中に浮かんだ。来未はまともに電話ができないじゃん。心だったら、自分の目の届く場所で来未に電話させると思う。来未が直井と電話したら、心は烈火のごとく怒りそう。

掃除とか絶対言い訳じゃん！心は来未がトイレで一体何をしていたのか気になって気になって仕方がないんだ！！そんなんだから、来未は心に恐怖心を抱くんだ！

というか、なんで真美子は心に鍵を渡したんだ？？まるで意味が分からんぞ！！アイドルの家にアイドルとの繋がりを持ちたがるオタクを入れるようなものじゃん！！！

真美子以上に心は監視の目が厳しい。来未は生きた心地してなかったし…これまで以上に来未の家が地獄のように映った。来未も頭を抱えたくなるわ…心は明日また来未の様子を見るとか言ってたし。心は来未の様子を毎日見ようとしているんでしょうね。来未が直井の下に行くことを阻止するために。心が明日も来未の様子を見に来ると言ったシーンは単純に怖かったな。来未のセリフに重みがあったな…本心から来未は心が面倒を見に来ることを嫌がっている。来未の命がいくつあっても足りないわ。

心が作った食事を来未が食べなかったら、心は来未に対してキレるんでしょ？「なんで食べないの？来未のために一生懸命作ったのに！」みたいな言葉を心は来未に対して言いそう。

心が勝手なことをして、勝手に病むとか面倒くさいアイドルオタクじゃん。アイドルオタク姿の心は本当に心の人間性を皮肉ってると思う。一方的な感情をアイドルに押し付け、いざ理想と違う行動を推しているアイドルが行ったら、心は病んでしまうと。心がアイドルにハマったら、莫大なお金と時間をかけたのにどうして裏切るのとかアイドルに言ってそう。真美子もアイドルにハマるのはやめた方が良いタイプの人間だ。来未を追い詰めていたし…

心と真美子は握手券やチェキ券とかCDを買い占めそう。生誕委員とか仕切ったりするのかな？

心が来未のことを心配していたのは本心なのは分かるけど。来未を直井から引き離したいという心の独占欲がそれを打ち消してしまう。

何度も同じようなことを言うけど、心は来未を持ち上げた後、地獄に叩き落している。明日も様子に来ると心から聞かされた時の来未の表情はまるでジェットコースター並みの急降下だったと思うんだけど？クイズ番組とかでありそうな参加者を絶望に叩き落すどんでん返しみたいな。

多くの方にとって、自宅は心身を休めるための場所。休まるはずの場所が心身を苦しめる場所になっているという辛い現実は来未の心身をさらに追い詰める。その原因を作ったのが心と真美子だというのが笑えない…

「来未がしんどい理由はお前だよ」と心に言いたくなる。来未が心身を追い詰められている理由は心だけじゃないけど、心が与える精神的負荷は来未にとってあまりにも大きすぎる。

『ぜんこわ』17話ラストに待ち受けていた結末は来未にとっては最悪なものだったのは確か。来未が自らの想いを鎮めようとするところをよりによって心に見られるばかりか、とんでもない提案をして、来未の頭をくらくらさせていた。

心のとんでもない提案に目を見開きましたね。「どうしたら、そんな提案が頭に浮かぶんだよ！！」って言いたくなった。来未も信じられないといった表情を心にぶつけていたな。無理もないけど。

来未にとって見られたくないものを心に見られるとか来未の状況をさらに悪化させるようなものだ。チャイム鳴らさずに心が来未の家に入るとかあり得ない。心が勝手に来未の家に入って、食事を作っていたのもあり得ないけど。来未の家が事実上心の家と化してるし…

来未が心に言い放ったとある一言は本心から出てきた言葉でしょ。来未の心に対する信頼感はどん底になったと思う。「落ち着けるか！バカか！！」と心に向かって叫びたくなるわ。

来未は心に弱みを見せたことで心に怯えなければならない。ラストのラストに地獄を用意しますかとくわばら先生に言いたくなる。心の提案は下心にまみれていると思う。心は来未の気持ちを尊重している感じで言っていたような感じがするけど、心の表情からあわよくば来未と深く繋がれるかもしれないといった期待が滲み出ていたような…

来未が心の提案に応じた場合、心は来未と深く結ばれていると直井に主張することができるだろう。心の提案は来未に何の得もなく、心しか得しないものになっている。心にとっては予想外の展開かつまたとないチャンス。そんな展開を打ち砕くのはやはり…

直井が心のパレスを打ち砕くのを期待したい。マジで。心が来未に接するたび、来未の心身が傷つくだけだし。心は余計なことしかしてない。

直井がいなかったら、来未は心に逆らえなかった未来が待っていたと考えると、ゾッとする。

後、来未と恋人同士というのも心がとんでもない提案を行った理由の１つなのでしょう。来未の恋人だから、心は来未に身も心も捧げられると。何度考えても、心しか得しないという考えに至る。心が来未の恋人になる宣言も一方的なものだったし。心は身勝手だし、言い訳ばかりだし、本当にクソだと思う。可愛い見た目をしているけど、心は排他系ガチ恋オタクだ。アイドルとか声優の世界だと、心は推しているアイドルや声優のファンを減らしそう。それでいて、推しているアイドルや声優のファンが増えないとか嘆く。

心と工藤が邂逅したら、来未と直井に危険が及ぶんじゃないかという不安に駆られてしまう。ただでさえ、心は来未を追い詰めているから。工藤も直井に対する執着心が半端じゃない。工藤は心に協力しそう。

最後に

『ぜんこわ』17話は直井に恋する来未が可愛かったのと心のヤバさが印象に残る話だった。心が来未に対して過度に干渉しているのがよく分かる。心の言動1つ1つが来未を追い詰める。

直井は来未を救えるのかどうか気になるところ。来未を救えるのは直井しかいない。

『ぜんこわ』17話の前が『今日はカノジョがいないから』28話という絶妙な並びでしたね。『今日はカノジョがいないから』28話で七瀬のバカな一面をこれでもかというくらい見た後に心のヤバい一面と来未の可愛い一面が待っていたとは思わなかった。

心で思い出したけど、『映しちゃダメな顔』に登場する長谷もいろいろな意味でヤバかったな…話が進むにつれ、長谷のヤバい一面が表れていた。

『ぜんこわ』は重版が何度かかかっただけでなく、オンラインくじが発売されていたことを踏まえたら、着実に人気を集めている百合漫画だと私は感じた。

話が進むにつれ、来未の心の中で直井の存在が大きくなるところや来未と直井が心を通わせるシーンなど、『ぜんこわ』はいくつもの見どころがあるので、1人でも多くの方に読んで欲しいなという想いが強い。

人によっては、アニメ化してほしいマンガランキング2025に『ぜんこわ』をノミネートさせたのかな。『ぜんこわ』がアニメ化したら、どのような感じになるのか見てみたい。アニメ化を望んでいる方もいれば、望んでいない方もいるだろうけど。この辺は価値観の違いということで。

来未達の夏は最終的にどのようなものになるのか。少なくとも、来未達にとっては生涯忘れられない夏になっていることは確かだ。

English edition

※This English is a machine translation.※

I'm going to talk about my thoughts on episode 17 of "If that's love, break it.".

Thoughts on episode 17 of "If that's love, break it."

Kurumi is completely in love with Naoi! !

Kurumi was so, so cute as she was imagining Naoi and trying to suppress her feelings... At the same time, seeing Kurumi in such a helpless situation made my heart hurt. Why do I have to feel bad for Kurumi? ! Kuwabara-sensei, please stop giving me any more trouble! ! (Thank you...please do more...)

Kurumi, who is jealous of Kudo and in love with Naoi, is super cute.

I can't bear to have Naoi's body and soul stolen by Kudo...Naoi has a wonderful girl named Kurumi...

Kudo is just Naoi's ATM! ! !

It's painful to see the vision that Kurumi has imagined...I can't stand the world line that connects Naoi and Kudo! ! No, no! ! No, no! ! ! No, no! ! !

Kurumi, who told Naoi that she was lonely, was very charming and very impressive. "If that's love, break it." I think this is the best shot in episode 17.

I like how Kurumi's facial expressions are deliberately not shown, allowing the reader's imagination to expand...Even if you show too much, the reader may not be able to feel the emotion. I think having the space to imagine what kind of facial expressions they have makes it more enjoyable to read.

Without Naoi, Kurumi becomes lonely. The anxiety caused by loneliness also fuels Kurumi's desire to meet Naoi. "If that's love, break it."Episode 17 clearly shows how important Naoi is to Kurumi. Kurumi, who tries to suppress her own feelings, is the cutest girl in love. Kurumi is really charming when she thinks about Naoi or shares her feelings with Naoi. Kurumi is young.

I can't help but feel that Kurumi wants Naoi to rescue her from the worst kind of prison.

"If that's love, break it." In episode 17, Kokoro was just terrible. I have no idea what Kokoro is saying. It felt like I was being forced to read a hieratic text. The more I read, the more I came to the idea that Kokoro was scary. Akane is also an accomplice. I'm tempted to ask why Akane didn't separate Kurumi and Kokoro.

The Kokoro pictured on the front cover was cute, but at the same time I thought she was crazy.

The Kokoro pictured on the front cover was completely crazy! ! !

Kokoro's desire to possess Kurumi was oozing out from her. "If that's love, break it." After reading episode 17, I feel dizzy... One of the reasons is that Kokoro has crazy feelings towards Kurumi. The subtitle ''Dizzy'' probably refers to Naoi being with Kudo, as well as Kurumi feeling confused about Kokoro's crazy emotions.

Even when Kurumi is tied up, Kokoro has a harmless look on her face. I'm scared at this point!

Kurumi's dolls have their necks, trunks, hands, and feet bound. Not only that, but the Kurumi doll is housed in a sturdy case, and the lid is locked with a padlock. It was clear that Kokoro wanted to monopolize Kurumi.

It looked like Kurumi's doll was crying...Being bound to Kokoro, her unwilling master, was like a living hell for Kurumi. As long as the heart remains, Kurumi's future will be sealed...

From the way Kokoro carefully keeps Kurumi's doll, you can feel that Kokoro cares deeply for Kurumi. Kokoro torments Kurumi because her feelings are too strong.

The case where Kurumi's doll is kept is a metaphor for Kurumi's home or Kokoro's pocket. The key Kokoro is holding looks like the key to Kurumi's house. The case seems to have the hardness of an Italian catenaccio, but it looks like it will come apart under some kind of momentum. If it were Naoi, she would probably break the glass of the case and the key.

Looking at the stuffed animals placed around Kokoro, I can't help but feel that Kokoro treats Kurumi like a doll or stuffed animal. When you look at Kokoro's mind in the story, there is a side of her that is a combination of Kurumi and a rabbit. Store Kurumi in a sturdy case to prevent it from getting damaged. Kurumi's will is irrelevant.

Kokoro cooking dinner for Kurumi can only be described as horror... Kurumi is scared of Kokoro...

I think the depiction of the telephone line being unplugged made the situation where Kurumi and Kokoro were alone even more frightening. That means the phone line has been disconnected. That is, Kurumi can't call Naoi. Kurumi cannot ask Naoi for help. It's so sad that Naoi's memory of love doesn't reach Kurumi...even though Naoi sends Kurumi love through the telephone line.

The telephone is sometimes described as a lifeline. Kurumi must have felt an overwhelming sense of despair as her lifeline was cut off.

Kokoro, who even checks when it's time to go to the bathroom, is too psycho...What? Did Kokoro suspect that Kurumi might be asking Naoi for help? The question crossed my mind if Kokoro was listening through the bathroom door. Kurumi can't make a proper phone call. If it were Kokoro, I think she would have Kurumi call her where Kokoro can see her. When Kurumi calls Naoi, Kokoro seems furious. When Kurumi calls Naoi, Kokoro seems furious.

Cleaning is definitely not an excuse! Kokoro can't help but wonder what Kurumi was doing in the bathroom! ! That's why Kurumi is afraid of Kokoro!

Or rather, why did Mamiko give the key to Kokoro? ? It just doesn't make any sense! ! It's like putting an otaku who wants to connect with the idol into the idol's house! ! !

Kokoro is under even more scrutiny than Mamiko. Kurumi didn't feel alive...more than ever, Kurumi's house seemed like hell. Kurumi also wants to hold her head... Kokoro said he'll check on Kurumi again tomorrow. I guess Kokoro tries to check on Kurumi every day. To prevent Kurumi from going under Naoi. The scene where Kokoro said she would come tomorrow to check on Kurumi was simply scary. Kurumi's lines had a lot of weight to them... Kurumi honestly doesn't like Kokoro coming to take care of her. No matter how many lives Kurumi has, it's not enough.

If Kurumi doesn't eat the food that Kokoro made, Kokoro will get mad at Kurumi, right? Kokoro is likely to say something to Kurumi like, "Why aren't you eating? I worked hard to make it for Kurumi!"

Kokoro is such a troublesome idol otaku that she does her own thing and gets sick on her own. I think Kokoro's appearance as an idol nerd is really sarcastic about Kokoro's humanity. If an idol were to force their one-sided feelings onto an idol and push them to act in ways that are different from their ideals, Kokoro would become ill. If Kokoro falls in love with an idol, she will tell the idol why she would betray her after spending so much money and time on her. Mamiko is also the type of person who should stop getting into idols. I was cornering Kurumi...

Kokoro and Mamiko are likely to buy up handshake tickets, instax tickets, and CDs. Will there be a birthday committee member or something?

I understand that Kokoro was genuinely worried about Kurumi. Kokoro's possessive desire to separate Kurumi from Naoi cancels that.

I've said the same thing over and over again, but Kokoro lifts Kurumi up and then slams her down into hell. I think the look on Kurumi's face when Kokoro told her that she would be coming back tomorrow to check on her was like a roller coaster. It's like a plot twist in a quiz show where the likely participants are thrown into despair.

For many people, home is a place to rest their mind and body. The painful reality that the place where she was supposed to rest is now a place that tortures her mind and body further pushes Kurumi's mind and body into a corner. It's not funny that Kokoro and Mamiko were the ones who caused this...

I feel like saying to Kokoro, "You're the reason why Kurumi is so tough." Kokoro is not the only reason why Kurumi is being pushed both mentally and physically, but the mental burden that Kokoro places on her is too much for Kurumi.

"If that's love, break it."The ending that awaited Kurumi at the end of episode 17 was certainly the worst. Not only does Kokoro often see Kurumi trying to calm down her feelings, but Kokoro also makes an outrageous proposal that leaves Kurumi dizzy.

My eyes widened at Kokoro's outrageous suggestion. I wanted to say, "How could such a proposal even come to my mind?" Kurumi also gave Kokoro an expression of disbelief. It's not unreasonable though.

It would be like Kokoro seeing something that Kurumi didn't want her to see or making Kurumi's situation even worse. It's impossible for Kokoro to enter Kurumi's house without ringing the bell. It's also impossible that Kokoro went into Kurumi's house without permission and cooked food for her. Kurumi's house has practically become Kokoro's house...

The words that Kurumi said to Kokoro must have come from her heart. I think Kurumi's trust in Kokoro has hit rock bottom. I want to scream at Kokoro, "Can you calm down! You idiot!!"

Kurumi has to be scared in her heart for showing her weakness to Kokoro. I want to tell Kuwabara-sensei that I will prepare hell for the last part of the story. I think Kokoro's proposal is full of ulterior motives. I feel like Kokoro was saying this out of respect for Kurumi's feelings, but Kokoro's facial expressions seemed to show that she was hoping that if things went well, she might be able to connect deeply with Kurumi...

If Kurumi accepts Kokoro's proposal, Kokoro will be able to claim to Naoi that she is deeply connected to Kurumi. Kokoro's proposal does not benefit Kurumi at all, and only benefits Kurumi's heart. For Kokoro, it was an unexpected turn of events and a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. What will destroy such a development is...

I hope to see Naoi crush Kokoro's palace. Seriously. Every time Kokoro interacts with Kurumi, Kurumi's mind and body are only hurt. Kokoro does nothing but unnecessary things.

It's scary to think that if Naoi hadn't existed, Kurumi would have been unable to resist Kokoro.

Also, the fact that Kurumi and I are lovers is probably one of the reasons why Kokoro made such an outrageous proposal. Since Kokoro is Kurumi's lover, she can devote her body and soul to Kurumi. No matter how many times I think about it, I come to the conclusion that Kokoro is the only thing I can benefit from. Kokoro's declaration of becoming Kurumi's lover was also one-sided. Kokoro is so selfish, she makes so many excuses, and I think she's really shitty. She may look cute, but at heart she's a serious nerd. In the world of idols and voice actors, Kokoro is likely to reduce the number of fans of the idols and voice actors he supports. Even so, they lament that the number of fans of the idols and voice actors they support doesn't increase.

If Kokoro and Kudo meet, I'm worried that Kurumi and Naoi will be in danger. Even for nothing, Kokoro is cornering Kurumi. Kudo is also extremely attached to Naoi. Kudo seems likely to cooperate with Kokoro.

Lastly

Episode 17 of "If that's love, break it." left an impression on how cute Kurumi was in love with Naoi and how dangerous Kokoro was. It's clear that Kokoro is interfering too much with Kurumi. Kokoro's every word and deed drives Kurumi into a corner.

I wonder if Naoi will be able to save Kurumi. Naoi is the only one who can save Kurumi.

The 17th episode of "If that's love, break it." was preceded by the 28th episode of "My Girlfriend's Not Here Today", which was a perfect sequence. After seeing Nanase's stupid side in episode 28 of "My Girlfriend's Not Here Today", I never expected to see Kokoro's dangerous side and Kurumi's cute side.

Kokoro reminded me that Hase, who appears in "A face you shouldn't show", was dangerous in many ways...As the story progressed, Hase's dangerous side was revealed.

I feel that "If that's love, break it." is a yuri manga that is steadily gaining popularity, considering that it has not only been reprinted several times, but also has an online lottery.

As the story progresses, Naoi's presence grows in Kurumi's heart, and there are scenes where Kurumi and Naoi communicate.There are many highlights of "If that's love, break it.", so I recommend that as many people as possible read it. I have a strong desire to do so.

Some people may have nominated "If that's love, break it." for the "Manga We Want To See Animated Ranking 2025". I'd like to see what it would look like if "If that's love, break it." were made into an anime. There are people who want it to be made into an anime, and there are people who don't. There's a difference in values ​​here.

What will Kurumi's summer be like in the end? At least for Kurumi and the others, it's certainly been a summer they'll never forget.